Weird

I'm in such an odd place today... I've fallen out of love with advertising, my major, I have a huge crush on someone and have no idea how to go about dealing with it, I have a butt-load of forms to fill out by midnight, I'm tired, I need to go to the gym today and I just find myself spacing out. My brain is overloaded. I'm in love with my new TV show and am debating going out and purchasing a green screen so I can film it on my own time. But my sister is sick, and I feel like we are drifting apart. I don't have a relationship with anyone else that I'm related to and I feel like she's starting to lose interest in me. I'm just here and confused. I have so many things on my mind that I'm finding it hard to focus on the individual specificities that need to be accomplished.